I'll let you sink right in

I hate being ignored. More than anything in the whole wide world. I love attention and I thrive on it. And the thing is that I get ignored all the time. Like, I'll get close to someone and it'll be good until something happens and I'm of no use anymore and they move on. Which sucks because I have a personality. And I have a lot of opinions and thoughts and memories and stories. But it doesn't even matter. And it hurts.

So.

Dear [Insert Name Here],

I am an amazing person. I have a fantastic personality that you would have to be legally blind to miss. However, this has never mattered to you and those like you. You are really missing out. Like....really. While you're off wasting your time, I'm over here being fantastic and awesome. I can't wait until I'm famous and you come back and try to make up for lost time and I'll be all like 'sorry. You blew it.'

Oh, and just so you know, you pretty much made my life miserable for a while there. But guess what? Just in spite of you, everything is even better than it used to be. Infact, I'm closer with some of my friends than I ever was. As for me, I have pretty deep seated emotional problems over who I am due to you, [name], and [name]. I pretty much have compromised who I am directly due to some of your actions. I also can't trust anyone- not even my best friends- because of how badly you hurt me. You probably don't even realize it, but I wish you did. And I wish you cared about me enough for it to tear you to pieces inside. But you don't. So it wouldn't even matter.

Anyway, in conclusion, I just wanted to let you know that you have inpacted my life. Each of you in some small way that was positive, but also in a negative way which seems to have far more longer lasting effects. So thanks. I hope you realize it. I can't believe that I let you hurt me as much as you did. I can't believe I fell for the lie that you cared about me as a person when you obviously don't. You, who doesn't even know my favorite color, or first memory, or probably doesn't even listen to me when I talk. I'm nothing to you be a [noun], [adjective noun], or a potential [verb].

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I wish I believed half of the things I said in there. And I wish I could really show it to the people that need to see it.