Last night I was at Eat and Park with Andie, Luca, and Wiggles and I saw Ande, Lorris, Theresa, Chrissy, and Sam. I went over to say hi and it felt a little hostile. It was weird.
I wanted to do the summer thing so I could get closer to Jesus. I was told that they would find a way that I could be there. Guess it doesn't matter that I'm not close to Jesus anymore. Whatever. I'm over it. I just don't really feel a need to come back to church once my job is done. There isn't much of a point. I'm just tired of talking and thinking about it.
I hate not being able to say what I want with fear of offending someone. Because I know who reads this.
it matters. but we cant find a way for you to be there if you dont come :/
ReplyDeleteeverything we are doing is posted on the student website. its well in advance so you can see what events you can make and which ones you cant. we have a thing every day this week. its deep week, so its good to make them all, or most of them but i totally understand that you cant.
on another note, don't censor yourself to make the people who read this feel at ease. at least i know i dont want you to do that. and sorry if it felt hostile. i dont mean it to be like that :( maybe it wasnt me...maybe it was. idk..