This fool can die now with a heart that soared

Yesterday was draining. I haven't cried that hard in a long time. I've never prayed so hard in my entire life. Aubrey is ok though.

Today Jesse leaves. I was supposed to spend all day with him yesterday but we all spent the day searching for Aubrey. For those of you who don't know, Aubrey is the youngest of Jesse's siblings. She was reported missing and there was an amber alert out for her.

She walked in the door last night like nothing was wrong.

Today I get to see Jesse to say goodbye. When everyone says goodbye. I don't get any alone time with him. I don't know how I'm going to make it through the day. The thought of it makes me cry.