So I have been writing this stupid screen play about a stupid guy that hates cats. And so far it's 23 out of 25 pages minimum. It has taken me foreeevvveeeerrrrr. I'm so bored with it. The only small satisfaction that I get out of it are the very subtle references I made to The Shining, Fight Club, and The Bible. (Yes, I know, fight club and the shining and the the bible go hand in hand.)
The comcast guy came to fix my TV today, and he said I had the coolest room ever. He was impressed by my taste in music and album collection. It made me really happy.
Today Amber and I started a 21 day fast. I have a feeling that it's going to be one of the hardest things I've done/will do. I'm doing it to test my will power and grow closer to God and let Him take over areas of my life that I have yet to surrender to anyone. So the way that I think about it is that this is a way of giving up complete control and putting trust in Him. Like, exteame trust. Anyway, it's day one and I'm already sick to death of juice and water. And I sorta feel sick. But I read online that I'll feel sick up to day five. I also read that you'll start living off of your body's fat storage on day two and it'll start to show on day three, and that days seven to like, fourteen your breath will not be that great because your body is detoxing. So this should be interesting. I'm sorta worried about dance rehearsal and not really having any sustinence. I'm just gonna have to hope that the dancing isn't way too intense, which I don't think it will be.
My bruise that I mentioned before has been named Chester. He hasn't begun to heal yet and is instead still worsening.
I haven't written in my journal in weeks. So much has happened I don't even know where to start.
I'm not mentally or emotionally prepared to go back to school tomorrow.
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i'd read that screenplay.
ReplyDeletegood luck to both of you in your fast. definitely a lot of will power...stay hydrated and don't dancedancedance too much!
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